Proud to be Javanese

Recently aku de tgk satu telemovie, tajuk dia Parit Jawa. Telemovie ni dah lama release, tapi aku asyik miss je nak tgk kat saluran Citra Astro.

Mengisahkan tentang sebuah keluarga berketurunan jawa yg tinggal di parit jawa. As usual, storyline is about family conflict. Tetapi yang paling menarik adalah, telemovie ini memang berjaya menunjukkan values keturunan jawa. Cara bercakap, adab, makanan dan sebagainya. Tetapi secara jujur ada sebutan jawa cam agak kurang umph. Tetapi takpe, dimaafkan, kalau bukan jawa, memang susah nak ckp jawa. Ada iras2 pun jadilah. Berlakon kan..

Mak aku keturunan jawa. Ayah aku banjar. Usually kita akan terpengaruh ngan budaya keturunan bapa. Tetapi, keluarga aku lain, Kami cenderung lebih kepada budaya jawa. Mungkin sebab adik beradik saudara mara orang jawa ni ramai, so memang kuat lah pengaruh dia.

Berbalik pada telemovie parit jawa, konflik bermula apabila tanah pusaka yang arwah bapa mereka gadai ingin ditebus, tetapi ada adik beradik yang tidak bersetuju. Mereka lebih suka tanah itu dijual dan hasil jualan, dibahagikan adik beradik. Isu ini memang agak sinonim dikalangan masyarakat kita, bukan sahaja jawa. Tapi bagi orang jawa, menjual tanah pusaka adalah sesuatu yang tidak patut dilakukan. Sebagaimana yang dipaparkan dalam telemovie ini, memang benar mesej yang disampaikan bahawa tanah pusaka adalah maruah bagi orang jawa. Dari tanah kita datang, kepada tanah jugalah kita kembali. Tanah dimana rumah pusaka dibina haruslah dijaga kerana disitulah bermulanya salasilah keturunan.

Namun, di dlm zaman moden sekarang, ramai belia2 anak muda tidak sedar value tanah. Kita lebih suka duduk dibandar, mengumpul asset dengan membeli rumah, melabur di mana2 amanah saham. Kita kurang terdedah dengan pelaburan hartanah. Mungkin ada segilintir anak melayu yang melabur dalam hartanah..tetapi tidak ramai yang berminat hendak mengusahakan tanah. Its more on jual beli tanah. Harga naik, jual..beli tanah lain.. Padahal, sekiranya kita berbudi pada tanah, masyaallah, murah rezeki. Rumah perlu ubah suai, kadang2 kene buat maintenance.. tetapi tanah? Hanya perlu pastikan ada hasil. Tidak habis tanah tu. Betul x?..jika berbudi pada tanah dapat lah kita supply lebih banyak sumber makanan kepada orang ramai. Jika semua tanah di buat rumah, dekat mana agaknya nak tanam pokok? Global warming lg..Memang betul lah kata orang dulu2..berbaktilah pada tanah dengan bercucuk tanam..sesungguhnya lebih bermanfaat.

Ayah aku selalu bercakap pasal pelaburan hartanah dengan aku. Aku tahu ayah aku memang betul2 mahu membantu aku menambah asset dalam bidang ni. Insyaallah, dengan izin Allah aku akan cuba explore bidang ni.

Telemovie parit jawa ni, memang patut ditonton oleh semua sebab ia memang memberi mesej yang sangat mendalam.

Culture jawa yang aku dpt spot dlm telemovie ni.

1. Makan nasi ambang dalam dulang ramai2
2. Tempe tempe tempe
3. Makan nasi goreng minyak dengan ikan masin.
4. Salam semua orang bile berada dia suatu tempat/majlis
5. Anak2 akan keluar salam pak cik mak cik tanpa disuruh.

Psst..bakal suami aku pure keturunan jawa. Dia kata, kalo pure jawa, muka jd chinese look..haha yeke??..saya mmg suka jawa =)

Busy lah sangat =)

I have not written any post since Last February. For 3 months I wrote nothing. Why? Why? Why?

Well, so many things going on in my life. Because of that, so pack and tired, till I am not even realized it’s already few months I left this blog.

But after all these things happen, and I am in the period of cooling down, I think I should just write. Or else, it just becomes memory. Is worth to write it here and read it after few years, so that I can do self reflection.

Why am I so busy??

I am busy with work. There are new task coming in more and more. At first I thought I am not efficient, but it is not. Indeed a lot of work, meetings day and night, discussion, brainstorming, training, workshop, assignment, presentations. And when I go back home, I just want to have a rest and watch my favourite TV series. It indeed helps me refresh =).

I am busy with wedding prep. Do it alone while my fiancée is away, definitely a big challenge. Imagine you go shopping some wedding stuff, a lot of shopping bags to carry, plus some of it is heavy stuff, and no man power. Oh god, it so tiring, but when back home, so happy!! And also so excited, and so proud of myself because it’s a girl power =)

I am busy to improve my spiritual side. I am a Muslim, but.....well not really embedding what a Muslim should be or should do..a lot of people are like me..wearing hijab, seems to cover  aurat, pray 5 times a day...BUT, it is a big BUT. Wearing hijab and cover aurat but not perfect. Not as Allah want, not as Rasulullah taught us. Pray but not perfect..late, not khusyuk..MasyaAllah...well a lot of things actually. So thanks to Allah, after I attend this one Islamic convention, I realize I might don't get a chance to go to heaven at all since so many sins I did. BUT Allah is the most forgiven..those who seek forgiveness to Allah (taubat), insyaallah will be forgiven. I just hope I will istiqamah in ibadah and become a solehah wife and mithali mom. I started to read, listen and watch more religious stuff, and do a lot of self reflection. I am praying that all people around me will also love Allah and Rasul more and more. "Hidayah" is the sweetest phenomena happen in my life. I love the new me. So happy and peace =).

Last but not least, things that make me busy for another month is I just moved to new rental house. Yes, I decided to rent. To show that I am so lazy, I rent fully furnished. Earlier I was plan to buy but me and fiancée don't want to do it in a rush. No way we have enough time to buy new house before get marry...we want it to be slow steady and no regret. Even though my house only have 1 bedroom, I am very satisfied..such a perfect house for new married couple. Well, of course my fiancée will move in after we get married. For the time being, I live alone with Nikki. These past weekend I am busy to shop few stuff for the house..small small things but still cost a lot of money..imagine if I rent non furnished..will be triple costly I guess. But now already settle down, and so happy living my new life. The whole new adventure! =)

I guess how busy you are, writing your though and feelings is a good therapy. I should do this more often. =)

This is me - part 2

This is update from my 1st post. 2 years ago. This is who i am now. makin chubby. rindu berat badan yg lama. Muahaha T_T. Pic taken by my friend Anep. A talented photographer. bergambar pon dengan food kan, maka dapat la menerangkan berkenaan kenaikan berat badan saya. T_T

Aku tak curang

AKU TAK CURANG

Aku adalah PETRONAS scholar. Dapat scholar tuh time mula2 nak masuk UTP dlu way back  January 2006. Awal2 tu memang la bangga. Semua orang kata hebat jadi PETRONAS Scholar Tapi setelah duk bace kontrak bagai, barulah tahu yg ianya adalah pinjaman boleh ubah. Bukan nya biasiswa. Kebanyakan orang tak faham konsep nih. Aku rasa la, lagi2 mak cik2 and pak cik2 kita. So untuk pengetahuan orang2 yg tak tahu, PETRONAS scholarship yg aku dapat adalah pinjaman boleh ubah. Dimana nanti kene baya balik gak. De bnyk option la, cam keje ngan PETRONAS setelah tamat belajar, kene keje selama beberapa tahun yang ditetapkan oleh PETRONAS. Kalau xnak keje ngan PETRONAS, atau tak layak keje PETRONAS, kenelah bayar balik pinjaman. Adalah percentage dia kami kene baya mengikut keputusan CGPA kami dapat time tamat belajar.

So, lepas dah faham sume term2 nih, semangat la aku nak belajar. Of course la xnak baya balik. Dari secara logic akal, of course la nak keje ngan PETRONAS. Tak payah bayar hutang. Kan2? Lagi pun of course la aku nak serve back to company yg dah susah2 bayar kos pembelajaran aku and siap bagi elaun bulan2 lg. PETRONAS mmg dah bantu meringankan beban mak ayah aku. Macam nak balas budi ibu bapa yg membesarkan kita, begitulah juga niat aku nak membalas budi kepada PETRONAS and jadikan PETRONAS one of the finest company in the world. Cewah!. Hahaha..yelah, ni sume mindset aku time belajar dulu lah.. semangat gitu kan.

So setelah belajar bersungguh2, aku mengaharap aku layak untuk interview PETRONAS and start serve for PETRONAS. But ada segelintir yg tak tahu, having PETRONAS scholarship, tak semestinya dpt keje ngan PETRONAS. Ne lah muat nak letak semua graduate dlm company tuh.  So actually I am one of it. Nak masuk PETRONAS de la few stage interview. First tu de la ability test. So kalo fail test tu xdapat la p face to face interview. Aku la antara org y xlepas ability test tuh. Sedih giler ok, aku sungguh2 kot buat test tuh. Siap study ngan kawan aku, buat latihan sesame guna sample2 test yg ade kat internet. Tapi apakan daya tuhan ada rancangan lain untuk aku.

So aku pon terlepas la dari kontrak tuk bekerja ngan PETRONAS and diminta untuk membayar balik pinjaman mengikut % yg ditetapkan. Alhamdulillah, result aku agak memberangsangkan, so bayar xbnyak sgt. Alhamdulillah, sudah langsai jugak. So aku xde hutang apa2 ngan PETRONAS lg. Aku sgt2 berterima kasih pada PETRONAS. Even dia xbagi aku keje. This is because, they are part of what I am now.

So aku apply la keje tempat laen which is PETRONAS’s business partner, SHELL. Alhamdullillah, rezeki aku kat sini. Tapi issue nya ada segelintir menyangka aku betray to PETRONAS. In fact, PETRONAS said that I am not recommended for them. Ability test pun aku dah usaha sungguh2 tp fail sudah. Sume uncle auntie and relatives pelik la why aku tak keje PETRONAS. Tapi tu lah hakikatnya, rezeki ku adalah dimana aku sekarang. Bukan PETRONAS.

Long Distance Relationship - Part 2

Last month i post the part 1 of how to sustain in LDR. Before i can continue part 2,maybe i can just summarize on what i wrote earlier

1. You both must seriously in love with each other

2.  Build confidence that both of you can enter LDR world.

3. Transparent in communication and always open for discussion. Avoid misunderstanding.

4. Lower your expectation towards your partner.

To read more about the details can look into my previous Post.

what are the others?

If we are leaving in "zaman batu, LDR is kind of impossible. You will have a relationship with people who lives in same cave that you will see every day. But nowadays, if your boyfriend live in middle of the sea, you actually can still connect with each other. This is what we call, the power of technology. We have various type of communication technology and it is growing like crazy. Laptop, phones, various type of tablet PC. A lot of them. Here i actually take this opportunities to ensure i will able to sustain my LDR. When i was a student, phone is like my best friends. Like everyone else i will bring it anywhere i go and stay connected with my bf (now fiancé). Stay online also another option. So we can chat and video call with each other. So basically, LDR can work out if we utilize the power of technology.

To ensure you both always be able to contact with each other, it will involves quite a lot of money. Your phone bills might increase and also need to pay your internet for example. Here always be another problem. Don’t think it is a waste of money. Think that it is an investment that you make for your relationship. You must sincere with every money you spent towards your partner. Don’t always said, the guy should pay the bill. If all that happen, totally ruin your relationship. Whoever have the money, spend it. But make sure don’t take advantage of your partner that might have slightly higher income then you. Try to contribute and your partner will believe that you are also as serious as him/her to sustain the relationship.

What if I feel boring? At first you commit to LDR, but at one point, you feel that, this will not work out. In short, de motivated. Here is the point that you need to be careful. Try to fill in your life with other things like work, hobbies, spend time with your family and best friends. The key is to divert your attention from feeling depress when your partner not around. In fact, when you think at the bright side, once you able to get in touch with him, there are a lot of stories you can share to your partner. Logically, if you always together, and not spend your time for other things, you will not able to share your life with your partner. But, remember, don’t find his/her replacement. You know what I mean right? Don’t betray your partner just because he is not around. You don’t want to hurt the one that you love.

Another tip that I can think of is, trust your partner. You cannot see god, but you believe in god. That is trust. You cannot see your partner, but please try to trust your partner. Trust comes with honesty.  Honesty comes with trust. When you both honest with each other, easy to trust each other. If you get your partner trust, you will feel bad if not being honest. To gain trust you have to be honest. Do you get what I mean? Haha..too many trust and honest word. Sometimes in certain circumstances we might need to make small lies, but make sure you say sorry as soon as possible and explain clearly why you tell that lies. But dont do it often, or else will lose your partner trust.

<<image search at google image. hu3>>

Ok, that’s it. Let me summarize all again.

1. You both must seriously in love with each other

2.  Build confidence that both of you can enter LDR world.

3. Transparent in communication and always open for discussion. Avoid misunderstanding.

4. Lower your expectation towards your partner.

5. Make use the technology to stay connected.

6. Don’t scared to invest some money to always connected and sincere to each money spend for your partner. Not always guys that need to pay the bill.

7. Try to divert your attention to other stuff (families/hobbies/best friends)if you feel bored or miss your partner when he/she not around. But don’t betray your partner.

8. Always honest to each other to gain trust. Say sorry ASAP even small lies. But please don’t do it always as it reduce the % of trust.



nikki - Sleeping Beauty

Today exactly 1week i adopt nikki. Bring her back to my hometown at pt sulong, batu pahat and thank god my mak and ayah really like her. now nikki have nenek and atok. mak ngah n pak ngah. the whole family love her. she is definitely a lovely kitten. very manja and always tidur. haha. jom layan her pic during sleeping.

my baby - nikki

January 2012, i started my year with new blog and new role in shell. And today, i started my february 2012 by adopting a cat! OMG!..meera having a cat is actually one of huge desicion i ever made. i never adopt a cat before. this is my first time..lets meet nikki :-D. she was born on 8 sept 2011. And this is suprise birthday present for my fiance. he will know about this if he read my blog... but he text me and said his internet connection at china having problem. i guess he will know about her later then.. not tonight...:-)

she is cute,manja,pemalas and pndai posing. enjoy her pic

Awan Nano - AJL 26 Winner

Finally Awan nano menang seperti yg aku jangkakan. now penjurian ajl kembali logik. setelah memberi keputusan ajl 25 yg agak funny tahun lepas, tahun ni depa pakai 30 juri tuk mengadili lagu mana yg paling layak menang. 

kali ni aku yakin semua setuju awan nano deserve it. but karma 3rd place and beribu sesalan 2ndplace? I dont know la, but i xminat lagu2 tu sgt. never mind, 30juri lebey arif tuk menilai.

vokal hafiz mmg tebaik, bagus dak ni, aku tgk time dia belajar kat AF, cikgu hajar pon kate dia cepat belajar tip2 tuk nyanyi ngan baik. 2thun mng berturut2. tahniah hafiz. paling aku kagum dia perform pkai tshirt bodoh and tracksuit, mmg the most memorable performance. cost rendah, tak payah susah2 payah baya sewa baju.

paling sedih bile my another fav song sg lui xmenang pe pe pon... maybe not good enough. mungkin dia no 4 kot...hu3.

AJL 26 Winner

Finally, malam ni kita akan dpt tahu siapa yg akan menjuari Anugerah Juara Lagu 2011.

Adakah Sedetik lebih? Coz aritu kan lagu ni menang AIM untuk kategori lagu terbaik. 

atau lagu awan nano? Coz aritu kan lagu ni menang lagu terbaik Anugerah Planet  Muzik.

tp aku rasa, lagu sungai lui nyanyian aizat pon xkurang hebat nya, coz lirik dia sgt mendalam and best. lagu lagu zaman sekarang aku tgk lirik kadang kadang cam xberseni, lg2 lagu si gadis you tube tuh. mmg lagu tuh sedap. tp untuk diangkat menjadi juara lagu? aku ygxberseni pon tahu menilai, mmg agak kurang layak.

so my choice for juara lagu tonight is Sungai Lui and Awan Nano. coz pada aku lirik both song is so mendalam and gabungan dengan muzik yg sedap. Sedetik lebih?Hmm this song mmg sedap, but lirik awan nano n sg lui lg best.. 

pe2 pon, kita tunggu lah mlm ni.

Why I buy Cik Bik to replace Cik Bibah?

Why I buy Cik Bik to replace Cik Bibah?

Ramai orang kata kita perlu tambah asset, bukan nya liability.

Secara jujur aku takde asset lg, tp secara teknikal nya aku dah tambah liability dengan membeli cik bik.

But if u try to think outside the box, membeli kereta adalah asset utk keselamatan dan keselesaan kita. mungkin juga untuk kesihatan kita. xmembazir beli kereta mahal ckit coz ada kelebihan nya yg mungkin ramai xsedar.

Alhamdulillah, lepas jer aku langsai loan aku ngan PETRONAS, aku terus plan nk beli kete selesa ckit tuk gntikan cik bibah.

aku selalu berpegang ngan prinsip beli yg kita paling perlu dan juga beli yang kita paling nak.

cik bik is falls under which category? mesti korang fikir it falls under yg paling aku nak kan? salah.

Sbenanya cik bik falls under both category.mmg la aku mmg nak sgt beli honda, dr kecik cita2 nak beli, sebab mmg cantik di mata aku.

tetapi having a good car adalah yg paling aku perlu jugak kerana i travel a lot. Majoriti nya blk ke kampung,melawat saudara mara and jadi driver tegar untuk parent aku kemana saja dowg suh aku bwk. Sebab risau gak sebenanya nak biarkan ayh drive jauh2, sebab mata dia dah agak kurang awas. Therefore i need to ensure that i and org yg tersayang safe on the road. Drive Cik bibah(kereta lama aku, skang ayh aku duk modified tuk kegunaan dia kat kg) actually agak bahaya, small car lebih berisiko untuk mengalami kemalangan, while big car if you xbwk mcm org gila,risiko untuk mengahadapi kemalangan adalah rendah kerana body dia mantap and ciri2 keselamatan lebih tinggi, sebab tu dia mahal ckit

 

I really need a good car to travel. xksh la kete ape sebenanya, asalkan dia mmg kereta yg boleh dikategorikan xsemput,sedap dipandu dan selamat. to those yg xpernah try bwk kereta ber cc besa, u all need to try it coz mmg pengalaman pemanduan yg berbeza. pegi pandu uji jer, untung2 dpt free gift =p.

aku ni jugak selalu sakit belakang, tp since bwk cik bik, aku xdelah sakit2 bdn macam dlu. kalo langgar lubang kecik2 pon xrasa gegaran mcam bwk cik bibah aku dulu. hu3.

my tunang pon mempunyai pendapat yg sama, kami setuju yg beli good car adalah penting dan perlu didahulukan atas sebab2 yg di atas..

kalau kami beli rumah dulu, tp kereta bg sakit badan dah kurang ciri2 keselamatan, xbaloi lah. kalo aku ni kaya raya, aku rasa aku beli rumah dan kereta serentak. huahuahua.. tp dah xberapa nak mampu, kene choose salah satu lah.

lg pon aku denga harga rumah nak turun 2013 t. mmg la harga rumah sekarang tinggi, tp kalo those yg tahu concept demand supply(tak tahu sila google), for sure one day harga rumah akan turun. so dont panic k. beli rumah bukan perkara main2. kalo u beli tp t nak jual balik xlaku, rugi kan.

Aku sekarang masih mencari cari rumah pujaan hati yg affordable, harap2 bertemu jodoh. amin...

Kalau booking dulu pun ok jugak kan? Tp i n future hubby lom jumpe yg berkenan di hati. Susah tol nak cari rumah. (~_~)'

kesimpulannya, kalau mampu beli la kereta ber cc besar if u always travel on the road. Apa apa pun, tak kira besa ke kecik, berhati2 lah di jalan raya, ingatlah org yg tersayang. Kete besa atau kecil, yg penting, bersopan santun lah di jln raya.. Insyaallah selamat...

Long Distance Relationship - Part 1

<<I am practicing my english writing, sorry if it not good =p>>

As i  said in my previous post, i am going  to write more about on how to sustain  in long distance relationship. I will try my best to put in input that might beneficial to others. And what i am about to write are based on my own experience and opinion. Others might have different views. So there is no right and wrong. Just my humble opinion. Only god knows better. 

In LDR  i manage to think of some basic rules  before you can jump into LDR. The  rules are as follow. :-)  

First rule  in ldr is to love each other. Very  simple. If you dont love each other  or maybe not sure wether u love each other or not, better break up. Ldr is for those who are love each other only. If you actually just suka2 nak bercinta, better dont waste your time and your money, because not having the correct feeling will lead to disloyalty, lying and etc especially when you are in LDR When you are far from each other it is easy not to be honest and tell lies. Besides, ldr is a big investmant in term of time and money if you want to success in it. 

Incoming post: How you will know that you love him or her

Second  rule is to set the objective. Objective in LDR is u both want to make this  relationship work. Or else what is the point you jump into this LDR. Both of you should set in your mind that you really want to ensure your relationship sustain. LDR need both of you to work together, is not one sided work. Not just try to sustain and try look how the relationship will go. If one of you is not confidence with ldr, it may lower the percentages of your relationship to sutain. It is important that u both must have same objective regarding how far the relationship will go, how you going to make this situation work out.  Or else you will be wasting your time.

So how  to achieve the second rule is communication  or maybe we can say as have a  serious conversation about how you want to go with long distance relationship. I know that some couples might have problem to have a serious discussion about relationship, especially man (just general view). Believe it or not short distance relatioship also need a serious conversation, so did ldr, really need double serious conversation. Did you know that, most of fail relationship is because of misunderstanding. Root cause of misunderstanding is miscommunication. Communication is a big chunk of topic that i can write more in details, maybe next time i will write regarding comm. 

Incoming post: Communication in relationship

Next rule  is lowering your expectation. I did a  mistake before, i am not taking this  rule seriously. I always have high expetation with my fiance, i expect that everythimg should be the same like normal short distance relationship. I always expect he will be by my side everytime i need him. You know what?, all these expectation will kill your relationship. This is because, you will get frustrated and upset when he or she cant do whateva you want. The only way to get through with it is lowering the expectation. Once you able to do this, you will find that, it is easier. 

Forth rule,.......to  be continue... 

long distance relationship - preview

Long distance relationship is not as hard as you think but it is actually really hard that u can ever imagine. i can say that LDR is not for everyone. Some people cannot sustain in this relationship. but some people able to sustain, just like me. i just hope my family & friends always be by my side and suport me. 

i have been in ldr since 1st september 2006, and we are actually manage to sustain and plan to get marry. Some of my friends ask me how i can sustain,and also sometime they come to me and seek for advice. 

that make me feel that i should share it in my blog. but not in this post. i plan to write it properly, so people will easy to understand. thats all for now. to those who in ldr, if u feel that u r not good at it, my humble advice, you actually can make it, if your love is true. <3

Raja Lawak 6

currently tgh menonoton raja lawak 6 uji bakat. sudah 6 tahun dah raja lawak nih. omg. aku follow since raja lawak 2, yelah waktu tu baru bapak aku langgan astro.

ramai jer fan raja lawak ni, kalo x, xkan la astro bertubi2 watraja lawak musim demi musim, siap de maharaja lawak, maharaja lawak mega lg. hadiah juara pon 6 angka kan. so terbukti la ramai follower.

tapi dulu waktu raja lawak mula2 disiarkan, kemain lg de setengah manus

ia duk kutuk2, lawak ntah pape lah, xbest la, bende wat cte cagmni lah, mcm2 la...

lagi2 waktu raja lawak 1 n 2 dlu. pada aku, beselah...xkan sume bende trus hebat kan, wat lawak bukan n' senang, lg2 perform depan audience, dowg lg pon org bese, bukan n' de master or ijazah cam org len yg ley ckp depan org ramai cam air kan. 

then de lak duk komen2 kate ntah pape lah season ni n' contestant, sowg tu je best yg len hampeh. pada aku, beselah pertandingan, kalo sume tere watpe wat pertandingan kan. pertandingan tuk tgk sape hebat n sape kurang hebat.

de gak yg kate, pe lah juri2 ni wat uji bakat cmne? Kenape sume contestant hampeh? In my opinion, bukan salah juri tapi salah rakyat kte yg xberapa ramai. kat us tu len lah, rakyat ramai, so bakat pon melamabak la kan, peserta2 american idol yg tersingkir awal tu, kalo masuk AF kompem2 menang. so we actually kekurangan talent.

xksh la pe2 pon, raja lawak mampu lahirkan nama2 besa macam zizan (aku fan dia), johan, nabil, sepah. mmg la xramai mane, tp sesuai la ngan populasi rakyat malaysia y xberapa ramai. 

tp yg aku plg respek zizan. zizan ni dlu mmg xlawak sgt pon, aku penah la tgk time dia perform kat raja lawak 1 dlu, aku tgk siaran ulangan astro. tp time tuh aku mmg minat kat dia dah, xlawak sgt, tp lawak jugak. pd aku waktu tu dia plg ok nak compare yg len. tp mmg nmpak gaya dia sgt newbie la.. blur, ckp sangkut2,kurang spontan, kdg2 lawak xjd. yg wat aku respek, after 5 years, dia mampu mengubah naseb dia n jd pelawak popular with johan. pengacara, berlakon filem drama. dpt award cna sini. so kesimpulan n' jgn duk kutuk2 org yg lemah sekarang, kte xtau what future have for them.

sekian saje ulasan saya tuk raja lawak kali ni. raja lawak is growing, aku pon growing old, so ensure musim ini lebey bek dari musim lepas. tahun ini leby bek dari tahun lepas. Amin..

warm2 chicken shit

Just short post. I just hope that, i will not abandon this blog again. Hoping that i will not need to write another post "subject: start over and over again" on January 2014. If that happen, slap me on my face and said," ko ni hangat2 tahi ayam jer!" hehe

Info hari ini: bunga tahi ayam juga dikenali sebai marigold in english. So lepas ni kita bleh juga panggil air kotak bunga tahi ayam berperisa mangga.  I mean air kotak mrigold perisa manggo. :-p

Start Over Again

if you can see in my blog archive, i created this blog two years ago. haha. unbelievable. I thougt this account is dead already. Last time i created this blog just for fun, so at least i can record my life journey. But hampeh. i am not  a good writer and always thought that there is nothing interesting that i would like to share. or maybe that time this is not my interest or maybe i afraid to share my life and thought.

2010 january is my first post, during that time i am still a student at universiti teknology PETRONAS. Bile pk2 blk, if i consistently update my blog since that, maybe blog ni have a long list of archive.

But now i chose to started over. I wil try my best to write some thought and share my life experience coz now i realize that each individual in t
is earth has a meaningful and beatiful life. So i am starting with following all my friends that i knew have a blog.

I am now learning to be a blogger. sila tunjuk ajar.